Life sucks sometimes....

So I just found out (about a week ago) that my car HAS been totaled. No more bug, and yes if I haven't mentioned before I HAD a yellow Volkswagen Bug, it was the cuties car ever and so reliable too. I never had that many problems with it. And of course it happens on my very first MAJOR accident. I've been so upset recently that its just too much for me to even talk to my friends, and I love my friends, I've pretty much neglected them, If you guys read this I am so sorry, text or email me, I'll try to hang out soon. I gotta save for everything now, CAR, SCHOOL, and APARTMENT. yeah haven't moved out yet, but when I do it'll prob be cheap or with a lot of roommates, maybe I'll talk to "A" to let me move in with him...ugh too much to think about! I seriously have a note pad with two pages almost full of what I have to do! ugh!

Well on a plus side, got another letter from a friend in the NAVY! I miss him so much, he's seriously my brother, funny fact he was the "ex" best friend of my ex boyfriend, me and "Navy Boy" just had too much fun with much fun without my ex! haha I love irony sometimes. haha.

His letter are always so short, I feel bad writing about everything, but I'm sure he doesn't mind the long letter from home. I just wish I could call him, ya know?

Well besides that, I've been sick, I think it started after the news about my car, since my car was my life. I still can't believe it, I still cry over it. UGH!!!! Gotta look on the bright side, I'm alright, my car did my job, it protected me, but when I hear about what my parents did for me to give me that car I feel like I let them down somehow. I seriously wouldn't mind if I was more injured and my car was fine, I'd rather have my car than anything else. The only thing I wanted for Christmas!

Oh-k gotta go back to writing my letter! I'll try to be on here more. Probably not during the holidays! So wishing every one a great holiday! Call family, See family, Love your family, their the only ones who will still love you for the stupid things we do, well something. haha

Keep Living!
Sami

UGH!

Went to a party last night, got really wasted (wish I didn't), feeling sick, and trying to study for finals this week. Yeah not a fun day today.

Oh and if any of my friends read this, sorry if I called you or did anything. I was not in control at all!

...I'm sure we've all said that at one point in our life. haha

Keep Living
Sami

Good News

So I found out how my car is doing in the shop! They got all the parts, they still need to find some more, but they'll start to put everything back together! yay! I can't wait, I love my car so much, I can't wait to start driving it again.
Recently as well I got a letter from a close friend in the military, it was so good to hear from him. I miss him so much, he was a very close friend, but he'll be home soon, so all is well.

Sry this is a short one, and no quote for today haha.

Keep Living!
Sami

Life Sucks Sometimes...

So recently I was in an accident, not a pretty one either. It was for sure my fault and I messed up the front end pretty much completely by hitting the back hitch of a suv. I was driving a bug. Yeah I was crying the entire time and I've been a total wreck as well no pun intended. I've been in serious back pain and headaches, the norm for accidents. And that completely SUCKS! I told my mom earlier today, I might just turn into a druggie because of the pain.

But life goes on even though you hate to realize that. I just realized finals are coming and I don't know anything. So bring on the energy drinks and the late night cramming, life's going to be fun!

Even though I got into an accident my family have been very helpful, and I thank each and everyone of them.

Like I say...sometimes...

"When life gives you crap, flush the toilet"

That's it for tonight, wow 2 in a row, NEW RECORD! haha
keep living.
Sami

Who Am i?

My name is Sami, short for Samantha, some people call me Sam, but whatever. I'm living as a college student pursuing a career in Forensic DNA...Yeah I know its going to be tough. I've played soccer for over 13 years of my life, I have always loved the stage and singing my heart out. I love to read and write (when I have the time to of course!)

There's really not that much about me, I'm easy going but can be a hard head sometimes. I've always been very competitive, that's why I can't play monopoly anymore. haha, but yeah I have a brawd look on life. I'll try anything once, and research anything until I've captured it.

One thing is true that my sister said,

"when life gives you free samples, don't just take one"

That's it for now, hopefully I'm not talking to myself.
Keep living!
Sami